i took a stroll down tumblr lane and damn it’s been crazy fucking ride. i’ve been on this spiritual and self development kick for the past 3 years now and I feel like I’ve come full circle. I no longer aspire to be but feel i truly am. i embody all that i ever wished to embody and I’m living life authentically and purposefully….and it feels good as fuck. It got real fucking scary at times(depression, depersonalization, anxiety, fleeting suicidal thoughts etc.) but it’s all about facing each of those unconscious fears and the situations surrounding, accepting them for what they are, releasing and effectively moving the fuck on. charm city, umbc, and hopkins taught me a lot about life and i’ll always carry that shit with me despite general dissatisfaction with the aforementioned. as i start my last year of grad school and actively plan my next journey in life (hopefully to the west coast) i feel a sense of clarity, optimism, and contentment that i haven’t felt in a LONG time.
fuck, i guess delving into that spiritual hoodoo voodoo shit was worth it after all… ;)